Nikki Bella Admits Seeing John Cena Move on Will "Kill" Her as She Returns to Napa Post-Breakup
Nikki Bella is making peace with the past.
The WWE superstar is back in Napa Valley in this exclusive clip from Sunday's season finale of Total Bellas. This time around, it appears she and twin sis Brie Bella are visiting the vineyard-lined landscape to kick back with some wine and a good view. Understandably though, it's impossible for Nikki to forget that her last trip to Napa was motivated by very different circumstances.
Almost a year ago, the Bellas traveled to the same picturesque NorCal spot to check out venues ahead of Nikki and John Cena's would-be wedding. The pair called off their engagement a few months later, and Nikki has steered clear of wine country ever since.
"This is the first time I've been back in Napa since my big breakup and I just immediately get all the memories. But a part of me is like, 'OK, Nicole. Now you have to make new memories,'" she tells the confessional camera, as old footage from her and Brie's 2018 location scouting trip flashes across the screen.
As difficult as it is to revisit those memories in such a literal way, it sounds like the Bella Twin is taking it all in stride.
"I think that's why I was crying so much yesterday," Nikki tells Brie. "I feel like it was the first time I'm just fully, like, starting my true grieving and healing process."
So, when her twin asks how Nikki's going to feel seeing John with another woman, she admits it's going to be hard, but she's ready to face it. "No matter what, the next time I see him with someone it's gonna kill me," she says, but that definitely won't stop her from continuing her own post-breakup journey: "I'm ready for a new me. I need it."
As for where to go from here? Hear more about Nikki's personal revelation in the clip above!
Watch the season finale of Total Bellas this Sunday at 9 p.m., only on E!
Will Nikki Bella Ever Stop Saying "Yes" to More Work? The WWE Superstar Has a Lot to Consider
Even big-time wrestling stars need a break sometimes!
This clip from Sunday's upcoming season finale of Total Bellas catches Nikki Bella during a rare moment of calm—she's sipping wine with family at a cozy outdoor lounge in Napa Valley—before jetting off to the next leg of her WWE comeback tour. Audiences who've followed the Bella Twins' journey back into the ring this season know Nikki can be something of a workaholic, and usually, she seems to like it that way. But at the start of the new clip, it sounds like she's been talking to Brie Bella about easing up on the professional commitments a bit.
"Will you please tell Bryan about our conversation we had earlier? Because he won't believe it when I tell him," Brie tells Nikki, gesturing to her husband Daniel Bryan sitting beside them. "About you slowing down."
John Cena's ex admits that knowing she can only make a cameo at family functions like these before clocking back into work definitely makes her feel like, "'Ugh, I wish I didn't say yes to the tour so I could stay and just enjoy the moment.'"
Still, she explains that being financially independent is a responsibility she takes very seriously.
"When work doesn't come around, I don't have anyone to lean on. Unless I'm gonna knock on the door of my sister or my mom or my brother to be like, 'Hey, I'm homeless and I can't pay rent,'" Nikki tells Brie, Bryan, Kathy Colace and J.J. Garcia. "So I say 'yes' to a lot knowing that I'm just trying…especially in entertainment, we never know when it's gonna end."
"We're not where we were at 12 years ago. It's different now," her sister argues. "Like, you really look at the different opportunities and you think, ‘What is good for me and what can I give 110 percent to?'"
Think Nikki will actually take Brie's words to heart? See her response in the clip above!
Watch a brand new episode of Total Bellas Sunday at 9 p.m., only on E!
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